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Goodbye, 2023!
Growing up, I always took pride in operating like a robot. Emotions felt unnecessary and quite frankly, a waste of time. 2023 changed...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Dec 31, 20232 min read
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The engineering solution
It's been a little over a week since I completed my 1st semester of an engineering degree. As a physician transitioning into biomedical...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Dec 14, 20232 min read
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Little conversations
Every once in a while, I meet some beautiful humans who give me a glimpse of themselves. These people are busy with their lives most...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jun 7, 20231 min read
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New year - 2023
A year ago, I made a promise to myself. Life, as I knew it, was changing. Different priorities, different challenges, and different...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Dec 31, 20221 min read
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Hurt
"It doesn't hurt anymore." "...and how do you feel about it?" "I don't feel sad or happy. I feel nothing." "Isn't that a good thing?"...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Nov 10, 20221 min read
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Forgivenes
"Will you ever forgive me?" "Can you give back my life? All those lost years. Can you erase my scars? Those painful reminders. Can you...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Oct 11, 20221 min read
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Burning desire
I looked into his eyes, With a distorted sense of reality, His innocent eyes, Gazed back into my soul, As if burning away my sins, His...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Aug 17, 20221 min read
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Idea of living
"Look at yourself. You look pathetic." "Do I, though?" as he slowly kisses the back of his blood-soaked palm. "I can't believe you did...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jul 23, 20221 min read
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World No Tobacco Day
I've often wondered why the horrific image of cancer on cigarette and pan masala/ gutka packets doesn't deter the consumers from...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
May 31, 20222 min read
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Internship
01/05/2021 to 30/04/2022. This one year of internship has changed my life. I did expect this but a change of this magnitude, wow. I spent...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
May 1, 20222 min read
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Is my brain lying to me?
I spent my last 15 days in the department of Psychiatry. It takes enormous courage to come for a psychiatric consultation. One of the...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Mar 16, 20221 min read
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Women's Day
"Ladkion ke zada chul machti hai" "Ladkian bas shakal dikha ke pass ho jati hain." "Tum to ladki ho, gynaecologist hi banogi." "Are wo...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Mar 8, 20222 min read
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"Do you remember me?"
"Do you remember me?" "I wish I was capable of forgetting." "So you remember the curse that you bear." "Yes." "And the killings of the...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 27, 20221 min read
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Apology
"You taught me how to fly, then cut my wings as I soared in the sky." "I am sorry, I didn't mean to." "Your apologies. That's all I get...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 21, 20221 min read
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Running away
I've always despised running away. Why can't I face those adversities head on? Lately, this idea seems to be flawed. Maybe I am choosing...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 20, 20221 min read
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The Disease
"The disease, it's spreading." "How much?" "I am more of the disease and less of myself."
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 20, 20221 min read
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Attire
Every communal incident brings to light an even deeper problem. The people who support it, all across the country. Possibly, they were...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Feb 8, 20221 min read
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Cacophony
Let me dance, to this cacophony. I'll place my feet elegantly, sway my arms swiftly, arch my back gently, submitting myself to this...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jan 8, 20221 min read
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Mercy
"You see, my dear boy, I am not meant to be caged." "No. Wh...why do you get to choose that?" "This world needs me, don't you think?...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Jan 2, 20221 min read
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Grief bonding
Pediatric ICU drowns you into a cocktail of emotions. The sweetest children, gasping for their breaths, screaming in pain. What did they...
Dr Harsh Srivastava
Dec 23, 20213 min read
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